dietingordeath (dietingordeath) wrote,

Poetic ramblings... and it continues

I don't need your judgement.. I judge myself enough!
I don't need you to tell me what is right and wrong
I am a grown women incase you where not aware
I don't wish to be preached to, or judged
I am aware my choices made not be the best
I relize I may be getting in over my head
but weather I die of be fat or thin
it will not matter when I am dead.
Give me a chance to speak my mind and let me make the choice
I have a voice...
I want what I want and don't want to wait
I want to be a buietiful bride
I just want to loose some weight...
Don't tell me how to live my life
don't tell me what to eat....
I am an adult I stand on my own two feet...
I have been fat for way to long
my body has paid the price...
weather I eat or starve it is to late
I don't want your help now...
you where not there when I went up a size...
you where not there when i ate and ate and cried
So now you come to my rescue well it is to late
Yes I am pissed, I mad, sad , and unhappy
but i did this to myself and I will fix it
I intend to make a change weather it is for better
or worse I could care less
the choice has been made
You say you have been there then remember how you felt
when you where fat and unhappy
I am happy now..
For the first time in god knows how long I have a goal
for the first time in my life I have control...
Don't try and take it away from me...
Don't try to make me cry...
Just let me live and if I so choose let me die
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